Sometimes I feel like this ending is a new beginning
A new start for myself to do it good again
and finally do all the things that I wanted to do and do them right

Sometimes I feel like this ending is an ending too much
A final shot in my emotional life
left for dead in a prairy of insecurity.

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Hold my hand as lover or as friend
& feel united for a while

See yourself in the mirror of my eyes
& tell me what it does to you

Let our heart beats meet
& feel what it does to me

Let us walk like a tandem
To get where it could be we

I'd like to be the kind of friend
That you've been to me
I'd like to be the special help that
You've been glad to be.
I know I'm blessed for only God can
make a friend like you
You know just how to cheer me up
whenever I feel blue.
Could I but have one wish fullfilled,
This one only would it be
I'd like to be the kind of friend
You've always been to me.

For the first time in a long lifetime
I'm happy and sure that the future will bring
all the things I'll need to be and feel human

For the first time in a long lifetime
I know what it is to feel sure about myself
as lover and father for a life still to come

For the first time in a long life
I can see the twinkle in a child's eye
and know I will care for a tender family

Whenever I see you as a reflexion in the lake
made of all my tears then I'm happy
'cause then, together with the reflexions
you always will be with me.

Whenever I see you as a shiny sun
twinkling in my tears I know they will dry
'cause even the most beautiful tear
can't hold beauty like I always want to see.